Monday, January 2, 2012

Untitled


I just found this poem among some of my sister's papers.   Usually I can read one of her poems and know the circumstances in which she wrote.  However, this one is a mystery to me.  My best guess is that she read the Stephen King novel, The Stand (one of our favorites) and then pictured her beloved Chicago under those conditions.  We used to talk about events like that and her imagination was vivid - as vivid as when we were two small girls in St. James's Park.

the town changed after the
flu.  the birth and death of stores came, and i, like a
soldier in the trench, giddy from gas
and bloated from weakness, saw
my buddies had died and had been
replaced by a fresh faced foreigner from
Pittsburgh.
i marveled at the new brick
that had housed smelly
pines at Christmas, near the Chinese restaurant around the
corner.  the one i’d never been to.  by
the time the plague left the bad deli
by the great lake that Harold Washington had liked
had been abandoned
and on the street of Thais
was a card shop which had
harlequin dolls.  i collect dolls—death reposed in
porcelain and plastic;
coming alive only at night like the new town after
the flu.  i like
death, but the red and blue pizza shop that is now
on the boulevard is
too much.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Faithful Magic

Faithful Magic

I

Has Christ baby slept here
In Bethlehem, asked
A Father and Mother
Of a long Christmas past.
Did his fair head lie
Where my babe now liest?
Did his virgin Mother
Comfort his cries?
Did cattle and lambkins
Surround and protect
The hope of earth’s wretched
The poor, the neglect?
Were presents of Myrrh, Frankincense, Gold
Brought to God’s own child
As oft we’ve been told?

II

My baby is dying
No gifts will be given
His mother’s not virgin-his father’s not heaven.
So we madest to venture where love-child does lay
With hopes that our baby should somehow be saved.
If not, prayest we
Then with jesus he’ll stay.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Tithes


I’ve offered my tithes;
stacks of inoffensiveness,
seeking my Urim and Thummin
and returned home
with nothing.
The temple, the storehouse
were full of tares,
and my adding chaff wheat
made me even more culpable.
I crossed the River of Poison,
thinking desire
could somehow fulfill me,
and returned home
still lacking.
My spiritual dullness;
my homage to person
made my mecca a prison:
I faced East
and saw nothing.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

All the Children


ALL THE CHILDREN

some of them break my heart
and i don’t care
if it sounds
hackneyed or trite,
some of them break my heart.
the doe sleepless eyes
from the fortyyearold twelve year olds,
the porous cries of the noisiest silent ones,
the bruise in the apple that softens the crate of them,
                                                            some of them,
all of them,
break my heart.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

In Passing


In Passing

The poet’s occupation,
death,
more gentle than the quill and stand,
softer than shorn fleece,
and kinder than she seems
to man,
is a poet’s inclination
toward
the graveclothes of a passing friend;
much more his own epitaph,
his someday’s final paragraph;
his end.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

To My Cat

To My Cat
Even while saying it, I know it's a lie
I could no sooner leave him
Than I want to die.
I could no sooner stop this way that I feel
Than I would make up from my nightmares
And wish they were real.
I could no sooner walk thru this life all alone
Than I'd pack my belongings
And leave here, my home.
I could no longer function even as well as I do,
      If ever, oh ever, I had to leave you.

The Painting


The Painting

How long was she watching me?
I saw the brush dab furiously
And thought of her infinite subject with awe, touching envy.
What possible colours could her palette hold
Able to catch the wet, breathing coast,
The sky and sea fused as perfectly as they were?  What stroke
Could ever hope to bring the waves
Licking and foaming to canvas?
Amazed, eyes glazed by the wind
I looked again at her staring.  Was she sharing
The thoughts that I had, with me?
She smiled.  She motioned.  I went forth, and frozen
Saw a painting of me watching her watching.